I don't get it. I never get any crazy emotions. Never. When my friend said she misses me and wants to see me when she returns to her homeland, I felt nothing. I couldn't even bring myself to feel excited for her behalf. What's wrong with me? Am I really that cold? Can't I even feel a tiny bit excited for her? And what about him? We keep on saying 'I love you' to each other. But what does love mean? Why won't I feel anything? Am I lying to myself as well as to him? Oh dear, this is getting complicated at each turn. What am I to do??